Being the source of expectations is a pain in the ass, it has haunted me for a long time now, sometimes it hits me in the face, sometimes it makes me wonder and others it makes me laugh, but it has definitely helped me to face myself and the importance of opinions, or should I say the shallowness of perceptions; the lack of courage in others to live their lives leads their sight to me, WTF!
The advantage is that as time goes by and I get older that has to decrease for obvious reasons.
Anyways, my potential is mine and I decide what to do with it, no matter what or who, just as my achievements and failures...Amen.
Friday, September 30, 2011
Sunday, September 25, 2011
Strive to thrive.
Many things have happened since the last visit to my blog, I suppose there are high and low seasons for the "writing mood" if there is such a thing but I have to say I´m doing this as an exchange, condition or promise I made to myself regarding a couple of events that went on in my life the past few months. You see, sometimes there are huge me vs. me fights where it´s necessary to negotiate and make the best out of the situation.
Taking the latter intro into account, the bottom line is that I was about to give up on an important task because of bad time and organization management, that used to be my strategy before and since I have wanted to change that for some time now I decided to get my hands dirty, face the monster and try to get it over with, the challenge was, though, to do it without letting the rest of my activities unattended, which by that time were also a bit more time and energy consuming.
I´m sure you are "all" (jajaja) wondering how everything wound up. Well, in the end it was a very good decision, almost everything turned out just fine; now as you just noticed, I said, almost everything, that´s right there is this one thing I thought I had lost nevertheless, I happened to get another chance to fix it, that´s the challenge now, I´m already trying hard to succeed in order not to make my life miserable, I know myself, pfff.
So, after all this process, there were a couple of things learned, this should be the beginning of a habit.
See ya´!
Z.
Taking the latter intro into account, the bottom line is that I was about to give up on an important task because of bad time and organization management, that used to be my strategy before and since I have wanted to change that for some time now I decided to get my hands dirty, face the monster and try to get it over with, the challenge was, though, to do it without letting the rest of my activities unattended, which by that time were also a bit more time and energy consuming.
I´m sure you are "all" (jajaja) wondering how everything wound up. Well, in the end it was a very good decision, almost everything turned out just fine; now as you just noticed, I said, almost everything, that´s right there is this one thing I thought I had lost nevertheless, I happened to get another chance to fix it, that´s the challenge now, I´m already trying hard to succeed in order not to make my life miserable, I know myself, pfff.
So, after all this process, there were a couple of things learned, this should be the beginning of a habit.
See ya´!
Z.
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